Thursday, November 22, 2007

Motha Nature abounds


Well if this wasn’t a nice howdy-do! Rex and the boys had me in stiches with their work gloves jammed on rebar and every last one of ‘em had the middle finger predominating. I never considered that it might be directed at me, but I asked ‘em anyway. They assured me it was ‘cause they felt I have a ‘great sense of humor’. Now, if this had happened at school….

So the small pharmacopia of chemicals I’m being subjected to seems to have taken me past the roughest part of the pneumonia, including the delusional reactions I was having to being scared about this house being built. There’s nada to fear—it just ain’t gonna happen is all. I shouldn’t say that, ‘cause I know it WILL; it just seems like it won’t. Being bedridden for 2 weeks tends to make one moody and sullen. Trips out o’ da Tin Can to the docs usually ate up 4-5 hrs. of time as other stupid stuff had to happen on each venture or I woulda run outta soup and toilet paper. But those ventures sure took their toll. The only way I could feel like I was getting any better was to devour a book a day. I read some GREAT books, btw!!

A few nights ago I couldn’t sleep—I don’t know if it was due to the great book I had just finished, or if it was due to the wonderfully restorative nap I had earlier that afternoon—but it was 2 or 3 in the morning and I swear I heard a non-domestic cat mewling, or it coulda been a coyote pup (I’ve been seeing one around) asking for food, but then I heard some awful squealing and yipping and I can’t even remember what going on outside and was fixin’ to get the .12 gauge and go roust the rabble rousers. Then I figured I didn’t have the best defensive position to take on the great unknown, its beasties and all that lurks in the shadows if I stormed outta Da Tin Can Trailer gun a’blazin’. So I sat and waited for them to try and come and get me. It was a little nerve wracking, to say the least. Their carrying on lasted over an hour.

Just when I thought that the balance of nature had been struck, I SWEAR I heard several women’s voices! Great! Just what I need—auditory hallucinations! They sounded like they were on the property, and ditzy; and them I was willing to follow my blazin’ shotgun out the door into the darkness to shoot their asses. But they stopped. Dang it, anyway! I did hear them off and on over the course of the next 10-15 minutes and was referencing my drug info. on my meds to see if any of the 10 billion side effects to making me better included active hallucinations. Nada word. Concern grew.

The following day my neighbors Donna and Ed were on their morning walk and we tracked some animal prints that looked like a coyote pup or medium-sized non-domestic cat was in hot pursuit of a jack rabbit. We didn’t find any remains—didn’t look for ‘em—so the balance of nature seems to have been struck, as I had presumed. Whew! Well, except from the bunny's perspective. Seems there were some kids partying from late evening to early morning on the next street over. Voices carry amazingly far up in the foothills and over the arroyos when the air is still. I’m hoping that’s as close as they got to my property; even though I know my shotgun can hit the house they were at if need be. Ed and John were going to go over and check on the partying children, but that was way earlier around six. A looksee through the binoculars by John convinced him that there was no harm being done—just stupidity under the influence.

To keep with the nature theme, I saw a little kangaroo rat bopping around, actually, it was more like an ADHD furball with a tufted tail, just tearing around the west side of the trailer in the lumber pile a night before the bunny got harassed. I had just noticed how absolutely still and silent the night was, too. No wind whispering even. No buzz of the electrical transformer. Total and complete...amazing moment. Then the scritch, scritch, scritching of this little whirlwind whirring around hauling blue foam and paper form scraps to a hidey hole under the pile of plumbing pipe.



And, as I wrap this entry up, I must acknowledge the intensity of living out in the fringes of the untamed wilds, if it hasn't been clear up to now. Monday night I noticed a fire on the crest of the Manzanos. Hmmmm. Tuesday the fire is kicking up and billowing clouds of smoke grew and diminished for hours. As of today, Thanksgiving Thursday, the fire made national news on Headline News as the 3rd lead story. It's burned 7500+acres, burned 3 homes and various structures, 100+people have been evactuated from Mountainair, on the backside of the mountain. It's only 5% contained. I get updates from Donna and Ed as I'm in Colorado shoveling snow off the sidewalks. I'm in an odd predicament--there's not much I can do about it, even if I was there (where I'd be choking out on the smoke, esp. with the pneumonia, remember), but I can't help wondering how to manage the possiblities if it creeps over the crest.



Donna has instructions to save the Jeep, Booger the Water Buffalo ATV and my 3 cameras. The Tin Can Trailer can burn, as far as I'm concerned. But, that brings up the next conundrum: Would I then be homeless? (Can you say: Hello, La Mirada?)

Yes, folks--the fire IS that close. There's a dusting of snow from overnight precipitation on the mountain. I sent it.

Celebrate the day and the joy of the harvest. Enjoy the love and loves in your life.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

What Was I Thinkin'?


Ya know that cold I was fighting? Seems I really don't get colds; and I can't rightly remember the last time I had one. This one turned out to be pneumonia. AGAIN!! I knew I was way too tired for just my usual amount of living and existing, so I've been fighting this thing off for about a month, looking back.

No need to look back anymore--it done caught up with me, and laid me flat. I've been in bed for over a week straight. The days I dragged myself to a medical facility did me more harm than good, but I'm sure that surprises no one who has had dealings with medical-sorts anytime in the past year, or anywhere in New Mexico. I've been sending lesson plans to work via emails, along with little Ms Murphy-isms to be passed on to my students via the substitute. Seems everything at work is humming right along. I actually miss my kids, though!!

So, enough sick and work stuff, let's get down to house building!! I think I've said this before: When I have great days at school, the build progress seems to suck. When the build goes well, school sucks. OK. So how is the balance struck when I'm not even at school, but it's going...ok, and the house suddenly starts looking like a house being built vs. being inert? Seems that as long as I'm sick, the house is flying together. I'm not going to investigate any further than that, and please don't ask me to; I'm afraid of what I may unearth.

I spent about 3 hrs/day over the course of 4 days picking out a bathtub online. THAT'S how sick I am!! I couldn't stay focused more than 20 mins at a stretch, and all the information on the HUNDREDS of tubs just all gurgled down some drain in my brain, never to be seen again; until the NEXT time I pulled up the same stuff on the same tub at the same website. I HATE when I'm obtuse like that.

The tub dimensions, drain location, flange style, mounting type, material, and faucet mounting locations were all necessary to get the very last part of the below grade work done. Homeowners don't know SHIT about how much work goes into figuring all this stuff out; they pick a tub the same way they do art: It matches the couch.

OK, sorry. I'm not well, back off! With the tub stuff done, the final concrete was poured for the master bathroom, formed (as it's a curved wall projection section) and prepped for plumbing pipes. Blocks started going up. Interior walls and door frames went up. Plumbing went in today. Electrical goes in on Monday. Window frames start going in next week. More block went up today--about 250 blocks worth--to bring the total number in place: 1125-1150 out of appx. 4,000. The roof should be going up before the end of the month! I laid down for a nap.

I honestly am getting scared.




This has been such a big, fat, hairy deal for so long now, that to see it coalese like this, and with such tangible results as I've seen this week, that there's gotta be a big-ass other shoe dropping down any second now to squash it all flat.

It may well be my medications, but I'm finding that I'm not sure of anything to do with what is my life right now. I look out over the property and wonder Where the hell am I? I think about where I'll be spending holidays this year and wonder How the hell did I end up here? I look at the house rising from the rocks and wonder How did so many rocks fell out of my head?

Seriously, though...it must be the meds. It's gotta be, 'cause I am totally confident in my choices and decisions that have made this Grand Little Adventure what it is. That is...I used to be.




Let's see what manana brings, eh? If I ain't in the Tin Can Trailer, you can find me at La Mirada B&B, just west of town. Imelda called me last night after reading some of the blog and has offered the B&B to be my official home away from home on those days when a trailer just won't suit me. Seems she thought I was kidding about the trailer, or something. I'm hoping she'll come for a visit soon, though I fear it will cause some flashbacks for her and her sisters. We'll cover that possibility in another posting of Rockheart--THE BLOG! :) (Do come for a visit, Imelda. Bring your pesky sisters, if you have to. And don't forget the chicken tortilla soup with mild green chiles.)

Thursday, November 8, 2007

Down and Nearly Out

My apologies for the lengthy lapse in posting--the underbelly, and laughing belly, of life caught up with me...a sure sign that it's time for me to move on. Oh! But I'm building a house; a permanent fixture in a fixed location. Who the hell's idea was THAT??

OK, the last installment introduced you to my most recent visitors. They will be joined before too long by two other of the same species as I intend to use the four of 'em to be my property markers. It's a very long story, and some of you know of my fascination, belief and first hand account of space aliens, so you know they will also serve as the permanent welcoming committee when the Mayan Cosmogenesis comes about. I'll be here on the property with puppies, cohorts, coolers of food and drink and a small bag of things-that-eternally-amuse-me when the UFOs come looking for 'prospects'.

I was forced to take a sick day today. I've caught a cold that makes it patently clear that my head needs to ripped off, drained, scoured, sanitized, debacterialized and set aside until my lungs can be proffered from their cavity and be attended to in a similar manner. My students yesterday were all telling me how horrible I looked, offering to watch the class for me and when I said, "OK! Will you just send me a quick text if I need to wake up and yell at someone?" they heartily responded in the affirmative. I didn't even threaten to take their cell phone away--THAT'S how sick I am!

Much has transpired since the alien invasion: Rex was put out by the tightening up of the monies. I was put out by the expenses and little progress. I was ready to fire Rex, and he was ready to quit. Somehow we decided to just get back on track and get this house built. The bank has gotten more demanding, so now I make my draw requests very detailed and give them benchmarks that they can expect to see following each chunk 'o change they slide over into my account. It should be ok from here on out.

Idiot Boy @ the State Dept. of Environment decided that it IS way too far to come out here for a 2nd inspection of the septic system, so after ignoring about 6 of my phone calls I finally spoke to "My Buddy" Veronica, the receptionist and she said that the permit was signed off and we were good to go. And, yes! We can start burying the septic system!! One more pile o'rocks to move around, woohoo!!

Seems I can now add video to my blog, and since I got a battery charger for my DVD camcorder I can go back to shooting 'video' of the build, then I can add the video to the blog so maybe I won't write so much....Naaaaaaaw.

A space heater, a heavy Mexican blanket over the trailer door and a heavy duty sleeping bag, down comforter and warm woolies keep me moderately warm through the chilly nights of late in the Tin Can Trailer. None of it does diddly-pooh in preventing a cold, but at least I've been warm in between bouts of the chills.

My very longtime friend April came from Colorado to visit for 3 days. We'd only been sporadically in touch over the last 8 years, as has happened off and on over the 30 years we've known each other. She hasn't changed. Apparently neither have I. I guess that's a good thing. It was nice spending uninterrupted time with her after such a long, spastic hiatus.

School is going well. I wish I could keep up the enthusiasm on an everyday daily basis, but these freshman have got way more energy than I do. Guess I'll just grab hold and enjoy the ride. At least they keep me amused most days.

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WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON??

















CRIKEY! SOMEONE'S BUILDING A HOUSE!


















The progress on the house is coming along at quite a good clip now. It's like looking at Stonehenge through a kalidescope--door frames just keep popping up and more little slabs of concrete get set every day. Road base has been put in to Norbert's instructions and it's starting to look like it may just be a nice abode...someday.



I'M SCREENING THE BIG MOUND OF CLAY SO IT'S READY FOR USE IN THE ADOBE FLOORS. I HAVE A WAYS TO GO.






From my keyboarding of this post to the oversized eyes of the aliens...manana everybody!